Twice

I've cried twice for you...

  Once was of dissapointment and it turned out I was wrong. This time there is no right or wrong. This time it just is. I cry  because I miss you. Five minutes a day it's not enough. I miss our long chats. I miss looking me into your eyes. I miss your smile. I think that's what I miss the most I haven't seen you truly smile of happiness in a long time. I even miss your complaints and existencial crisis. You are just a few steps away. But sometimes it seems that you are centuries away. You are just so busy being you and trying to change yourself that you don't have time to stop and see me.

This is just a humongous Fadija...

But I still love you...