Fadija...

You cannot find inner peace by avoiding life...

                                                                            Virginia Woolf

I know wherever I run when I turn back the same problems will be there....

I didn't want my 100 post to be like this I wanted it to be festive. I wanted to write how I had an amazing time with my friend sin H.

But I just can't.

Today it's not a good day!

I'm just a fucked up girl looking for my own peace of mind.

That's all I want some peace on my mind, some warmth on my soul, some silence for my ears. 

Tears are wetting my blouse and I have blue eyeliner in my cheeks...

Sometimes I'm just tired of me being me...

I want to leave...

                    NOW!

                           But I think about P and I want to stay.

                                  I want to see the end of the story even if it turns sour...